it's like johnny is saying his peace with the world and that he is saying ive got it all and have had a hell of a life but that age can take it all away. he would give anything to be able to do all the things he did in the past. but that he would do a lot of things diffently. he is showing his vonarablility and his feeling's he was a wonderful man and a wonderful artist, and he will always be missed,,,, nikki